I have two faithful companions that have gone with me all over the place for the past 10 to 15 years. Lanie and Mr. Jed. Two friends who have been resiliently accompanying me in my life. They have been there when I moved from Pennsylvania to Ohio and then three time in Ohio. They have gone hiking with me, walking, driving, ate meals with me, watched movies, shared laughter and tears and friendships. They have greeted friends and strangers alike when I could not get to the door and had a smile and affection for everyone they met.
I sat in the yard the other day where my Laney is buried and laid a small bouquet of Sage and Lavender on the grassy bed where she rests. The two spots in my garden she would consistently find moles, rabbits and mice were around my big Sage plants and through the straw mulch around my 200 Lavender plants. I sat and shared with only the spirit of the forest how beautiful a fall it was and how I missed seeing her and Jed bounce through the beautiful leaves with renewed energy as if the cool fall temperatures brought them new life. I hope she is running after rabbits in heavens meadows and drinking from cool streams with angels around her to love her and stroke her fur. I will tell her again about the first snow when it comes. I will shed more tears as I remember throwing her snowballs to chase after and how they would run down the hill after the tube while we laughed and squealed. I will miss seeing Mr Jed run as fast as he could through first the snow and take big mouthfuls as he went. Ears streaming behind him and his little legs just gobbling up the ground, eyes wide open and the biggest smile on his furry face.
I hope, wherever he his, that he is loved. That they know he is afraid of thunderstorms and don't get mad at him for it. That he can still lay in someone's arms and get a belly rub and that he still has a stuffed animal to cuddle up with at night. I hope they won't leave him outside in the cold this winter and that they are considerate of his teeth and put a little gravy in his food. I hope they go for walks, rides, runs, and adventures in the woods. I hope he knows I love him.
Always kind, always forgiving, never judgemental. Willing to go wherever I wanted to go whenever I wanted to go. Hearts like lions. Rottweilers in a Terrier body. I will forever miss my Jacks.
Friday, October 19, 2012
My Jacks
Labels:
companionship,
death,
dogs,
faithful companions,
jack russel terriers,
loneliness,
love
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